Jan 13th 2010
Well tomorrow we will be 35 weeks!…..yay…. I am so happy we have made it this far and am really hoping to make it to at least 36 which is next Thurs. I do have to say though, the further we get, the larger the babies get, the worse I feel… I can’t sleep very well at all (about 1-2 hours at a time), moving around is just exhausting, laying in bed is really hard but so is sitting in the recliner.
I am just conceding that from here on out I will be miserable but if that gets us closer to larger, healthier, and take home babies, I will continue on with a smile (or as much of one as I can muster). It’s funny how Monday I felt horrible, Tues I was feeling really good, and today is another horrible day… I wonder if it will keep alternating…lol. Wow! I sound whinny. I don’t mean to, and love the babies, just tired. Also I have some really bad stretch marks in the center bottom of the belly and they have really started to hurt. It feels like the skin is tearing apart but Michael assures me everything is intact. The lotion he gets me (palmer’s stretch mark cream) really helps though, but doesn’t last as long as I would like. Well I am going to go lay down again but will write more tomorrow. Perhaps I will have another good day. Switching back and forth wouldn’t be too bad…lol